1 00:01:47,763 --> 00:01:51,226 Hannah: Love might be beautiful. 2 00:01:51,268 --> 00:01:54,271 But it's a vicious sort of beauty. 3 00:02:04,864 --> 00:02:08,368 Vicious because it forces you to act. 4 00:02:08,410 --> 00:02:10,412 Possesses you. 5 00:02:11,204 --> 00:02:13,206 [Wind blowing. Seagulls calling.] 6 00:02:37,104 --> 00:02:39,106 What is the perfect love? 7 00:02:42,068 --> 00:02:44,237 What is love? 8 00:02:49,284 --> 00:02:50,993 Counsellor: Owen? 9 00:02:52,995 --> 00:02:54,830 Owen? 10 00:02:57,708 --> 00:02:59,211 Owen? 11 00:02:59,252 --> 00:03:00,044 Yeah. 12 00:03:00,086 --> 00:03:01,171 It's your turn. 13 00:03:04,383 --> 00:03:04,882 Sorry. 14 00:03:04,924 --> 00:03:06,842 Um. 15 00:03:09,595 --> 00:03:11,515 Sorry. What were we talking about? 16 00:03:11,556 --> 00:03:13,183 John: Your rock bottom, man. 17 00:03:13,225 --> 00:03:14,684 Get with the program. 18 00:03:15,601 --> 00:03:16,852 Take it easy. 19 00:03:20,606 --> 00:03:23,025 I was drunk. Surprise. 20 00:03:23,067 --> 00:03:25,653 And I was at this fry truck. 21 00:03:25,695 --> 00:03:28,407 And this idiot was showing off for a girl. 22 00:03:28,448 --> 00:03:31,410 He was mocking some poor Asian kid who was working the fry truck. 23 00:03:31,451 --> 00:03:33,570 I worked in a fry truck one summer. 24 00:03:33,619 --> 00:03:35,738 Fuckin' sucked. 25 00:03:35,788 --> 00:03:36,456 Counsellor: Yup. 26 00:03:36,498 --> 00:03:37,873 I'll bet it did, Mindy, but - 27 00:03:37,915 --> 00:03:39,242 This is Owen's time. 28 00:03:39,292 --> 00:03:40,544 We'll get to you. 29 00:03:40,584 --> 00:03:43,380 Go ahead, Owen. 30 00:03:43,422 --> 00:03:48,801 So, uh - He was going on. And I grabbed a ketchup bottle. 31 00:03:48,843 --> 00:03:52,514 And I friggin' doused him from head to foot. 32 00:03:52,555 --> 00:03:55,641 He and his two buddies jumped me and hauled me back into the alley. 33 00:03:55,683 --> 00:03:58,095 And just beat the living crap right out of me. 34 00:03:58,145 --> 00:04:00,272 I mean, they were leaving me for dead. 35 00:04:00,313 --> 00:04:02,598 Cops show up. They wouldn't even touch me. 36 00:04:02,648 --> 00:04:04,276 Because I was such a bloody mess. 37 00:04:04,317 --> 00:04:06,569 I mean, I'm just lying there. And- 38 00:04:14,411 --> 00:04:16,746 John: What then, man? 39 00:04:16,787 --> 00:04:20,417 Mindy: In the alley. 40 00:04:20,833 --> 00:04:24,254 Um... Yeah, so anyway, I'm bleeding to death, basically. 41 00:04:24,296 --> 00:04:25,172 I'm gonna die. 42 00:04:25,213 --> 00:04:27,124 All of a sudden, this priest comes by. 43 00:04:27,174 --> 00:04:29,633 Don't ask me what he's doing out on a Friday night. 44 00:04:29,675 --> 00:04:31,010 But there he is. 45 00:04:31,053 --> 00:04:33,721 And he gets down on his knees. And he starts performing Last Rights. 46 00:04:33,763 --> 00:04:36,475 I gotta tell you-The freakiest thing that's ever happened to me- 47 00:04:36,515 --> 00:04:39,144 Ever happened to me is when I looked up at that guy. 48 00:04:39,186 --> 00:04:42,730 I looked into his eyes. And I could tell he meant it. 49 00:04:42,772 --> 00:04:45,442 He knew I was gonna die. 50 00:04:48,819 --> 00:04:50,113 I didn't care. 51 00:04:51,323 --> 00:04:53,532 Fuck. 52 00:04:53,908 --> 00:04:55,994 That's a good rock bottom, man. 53 00:04:56,036 --> 00:04:57,204 Yeah. 54 00:04:58,038 --> 00:05:00,457 Counsellor: Thank you Owen. 55 00:05:14,720 --> 00:05:15,721 [Knock knock] 56 00:05:48,462 --> 00:05:50,257 Nice suit. 57 00:05:52,092 --> 00:05:52,883 Hey. 58 00:05:54,261 --> 00:05:56,428 Figured I'd let myself in. 59 00:05:56,470 --> 00:05:57,305 You're early. 60 00:05:57,347 --> 00:05:59,266 Yeah, flight was ahead of schedule. 61 00:05:59,307 --> 00:05:59,882 Right. 62 00:05:59,933 --> 00:06:02,726 So this place looks nice. 63 00:06:02,768 --> 00:06:05,063 Yeah, I guess rehab's a big business now. 64 00:06:07,399 --> 00:06:08,358 Yeah. How's the food? 65 00:06:08,400 --> 00:06:10,068 It's not bad. 66 00:06:11,236 --> 00:06:13,445 I saw you're writing again. 67 00:06:13,487 --> 00:06:16,158 Yeah, sort of. 68 00:06:16,199 --> 00:06:17,783 How long you here for? 69 00:06:17,825 --> 00:06:21,288 Just tonight. Gotta fly home tomorrow. 70 00:06:21,329 --> 00:06:22,072 Right. 71 00:06:22,122 --> 00:06:24,249 Symposium starts in two hours. 72 00:06:24,291 --> 00:06:25,875 Fun, man, fun. 73 00:06:25,917 --> 00:06:27,252 Not really. 74 00:06:27,294 --> 00:06:31,580 A bunch of doctors talking about advancements in laser surgery. 75 00:06:31,630 --> 00:06:34,425 Let me know if you need a designated driver. 76 00:06:34,466 --> 00:06:37,137 Yeah, right. 77 00:06:37,179 --> 00:06:38,420 What's up? 78 00:06:38,470 --> 00:06:40,723 There's something we need to discuss. 79 00:06:40,764 --> 00:06:42,758 Okay. 80 00:06:42,808 --> 00:06:43,935 Hannah and I- 81 00:06:43,977 --> 00:06:47,189 We think you should come stay with us for a while. 82 00:06:47,230 --> 00:06:50,317 Just 'till you get back on your feet. 83 00:06:50,358 --> 00:06:51,767 Really? 84 00:06:51,817 --> 00:06:54,653 I'm at the hospital day and night. Hannah could use the company. 85 00:06:54,695 --> 00:06:55,989 Kids would love to see you. 86 00:06:56,031 --> 00:06:57,991 The kids don't have any idea who I am. 87 00:06:58,033 --> 00:06:58,657 Sure they do. 88 00:06:58,699 --> 00:06:59,575 No they don't. 89 00:06:59,617 --> 00:07:00,776 Neither does Hannah. 90 00:07:00,826 --> 00:07:03,121 Yes she does. 91 00:07:03,163 --> 00:07:04,705 I haven't seen her since the wedding. 92 00:07:04,747 --> 00:07:05,497 Exactly. 93 00:07:05,539 --> 00:07:07,000 It's time you got to know them. 94 00:07:15,175 --> 00:07:16,259 Just think about it, okay? 95 00:07:16,301 --> 00:07:16,901 Yeah. 96 00:07:20,804 --> 00:07:22,849 How 'bout a tour? 97 00:07:22,891 --> 00:07:25,809 Show me what I'm spending all this money on? 98 00:07:26,186 --> 00:07:27,519 Sure. 99 00:07:36,528 --> 00:07:37,696 Not gonna drink it? 100 00:07:37,738 --> 00:07:40,574 Haven't touched this poison in years. 101 00:07:40,909 --> 00:07:42,651 Well, I'm not giving everything up at once. 102 00:07:42,701 --> 00:07:43,828 John: Hey man! 103 00:07:43,870 --> 00:07:44,703 That was fuckin' terrific. 104 00:07:44,745 --> 00:07:45,956 -Oh yeah? 105 00:07:45,997 --> 00:07:47,824 -Yeah. I had that for you in group but you ducked out. 106 00:07:47,874 --> 00:07:49,209 John, this is my brother Alex. 107 00:07:49,251 --> 00:07:50,326 Hey. 108 00:07:50,376 --> 00:07:50,994 Oh, the doctor. 109 00:07:51,044 --> 00:07:52,212 Yeah. 110 00:07:52,254 --> 00:07:56,340 Oh (laughing) Oh man. I've heard some crazy shit about you. 111 00:07:56,382 --> 00:07:57,466 Save that for group, John. 112 00:07:57,508 --> 00:07:58,843 Jesus. 113 00:07:59,551 --> 00:08:03,181 Sure. Right. 114 00:08:06,851 --> 00:08:10,230 Late Christmas present. 115 00:08:13,233 --> 00:08:16,194 Publisher's pissed that I'm not gonna be around to promote it. 116 00:08:16,236 --> 00:08:21,365 I hear it's getting rave reviews from the tenants at Southside Rehabilitation Centre. 117 00:08:23,910 --> 00:08:27,363 You know what? Actually, I was thinking I might go to Wabana. 118 00:08:27,413 --> 00:08:28,364 Dad's cabin? 119 00:08:28,414 --> 00:08:29,373 Yeah. 120 00:08:29,415 --> 00:08:30,917 That place is rotted to the ground by now. 121 00:08:30,959 --> 00:08:34,295 No. Aunt Lily was there last year. She says it's just like Dad left it. 122 00:08:34,336 --> 00:08:35,629 But that doesn't make any sense. 123 00:08:35,671 --> 00:08:37,874 I just need a quiet place to write that's all- 124 00:08:37,924 --> 00:08:40,384 You need a quiet place to write? You don't need quiet. 125 00:08:40,426 --> 00:08:42,762 You need structure. You need support. 126 00:08:42,804 --> 00:08:45,714 The last thing you need is to hole up in a dingy cabin. 127 00:08:45,765 --> 00:08:47,266 Look what it did to Dad. 128 00:08:47,308 --> 00:08:49,144 Dad got sick, Alex. 129 00:08:52,147 --> 00:08:54,315 We have a cottage. 130 00:08:54,356 --> 00:08:55,557 Cottage? 131 00:08:55,607 --> 00:08:57,110 Yeah. 132 00:08:57,152 --> 00:08:58,652 You have a cottage? 133 00:08:58,694 --> 00:09:00,071 Yeah. We have a cottage. 134 00:09:00,113 --> 00:09:01,156 Who has cottages? 135 00:09:01,197 --> 00:09:02,564 Doctors have cottages. 136 00:09:02,614 --> 00:09:03,565 Alight. 137 00:09:03,615 --> 00:09:05,827 Not little shit holes in the middle of nowhere. 138 00:09:05,869 --> 00:09:08,495 You can use it whenever you want. It's got lots of space. 139 00:09:08,537 --> 00:09:10,622 Lots of privacy. 140 00:09:12,249 --> 00:09:15,252 You just never give up, do you Alex? 141 00:09:20,591 --> 00:09:21,675 So, we got a deal? 142 00:09:21,717 --> 00:09:24,595 I don't know, man. 143 00:09:25,138 --> 00:09:26,638 Where is this cottage? 144 00:09:26,680 --> 00:09:29,475 Cottage country. 145 00:09:29,516 --> 00:09:31,643 About an hour from the city. 146 00:09:32,062 --> 00:09:33,562 I gotta whiz. 147 00:09:33,604 --> 00:09:35,647 I think better when I'm pissing. 148 00:10:07,680 --> 00:10:09,640 [Water running.] 149 00:10:30,536 --> 00:10:32,488 I hope you know what you're getting yourself into. 150 00:10:32,538 --> 00:10:33,656 What are you talking about? 151 00:10:33,706 --> 00:10:34,874 You look great. 152 00:10:34,916 --> 00:10:37,376 Yeah, today's a good day, Alex. Not every day is as good. 153 00:10:37,418 --> 00:10:39,129 It's just your brain detoxing. 154 00:10:41,047 --> 00:10:42,381 The kids made this for you. 155 00:10:50,723 --> 00:10:52,182 That must have taken some time. 156 00:10:52,224 --> 00:10:53,059 Yeah, Hannah helped them. 157 00:10:53,101 --> 00:10:54,176 Tell them I said thanks. 158 00:10:54,226 --> 00:10:54,936 Tell them yourself. 159 00:10:54,978 --> 00:10:56,478 You know I can't afford a flight. 160 00:10:56,520 --> 00:10:57,772 I'll take care of it. 161 00:11:11,661 --> 00:11:12,996 Here. 162 00:11:13,037 --> 00:11:15,581 Give that to Hannah. 163 00:11:15,623 --> 00:11:18,084 See you soon. 164 00:11:24,256 --> 00:11:27,593 Owen: It's hard to say where the rift began. 165 00:11:29,094 --> 00:11:33,182 Memories fade in and out like damaged frames of celluloid. 166 00:11:35,392 --> 00:11:39,063 I remember the last time we were a family. 167 00:11:39,647 --> 00:11:42,609 It was just before Dad bought the cabin. 168 00:11:42,650 --> 00:11:47,237 Before he got sick. Before Mom died. 169 00:11:47,279 --> 00:11:50,700 Before Alex blamed me for everything. 170 00:12:04,672 --> 00:12:08,051 Years flickering by. 171 00:12:08,091 --> 00:12:13,305 Suddenly I'm seventeen. We put Dad away. 172 00:12:13,347 --> 00:12:17,018 Alex leaves for university. 173 00:12:17,059 --> 00:12:19,812 Mom gets a job. The only one she can find. 174 00:12:19,854 --> 00:12:23,315 Answering the phone for a shelter for battered women. 175 00:12:23,357 --> 00:12:28,738 The maniac's name was Jim. 176 00:12:28,780 --> 00:12:35,118 Drunk. Hunting for his wife. Clawing at the door. 177 00:12:35,160 --> 00:12:40,917 Until Mom stops him. 178 00:12:48,591 --> 00:12:55,807 She screams at me to stay in the car. She's screaming still. 179 00:12:57,517 --> 00:13:02,187 Jim:[distant voice] Fuck you! Shut the fuck up! 180 00:13:02,229 --> 00:13:06,976 Owen: The stench of deep fried grease and whisky. 181 00:13:07,025 --> 00:13:09,654 The crack of his knuckles on my jaw. 182 00:13:09,696 --> 00:13:12,447 The taste of blood in the back of my throat. 183 00:13:18,328 --> 00:13:22,040 And then- 184 00:13:22,500 --> 00:13:25,878 It was over. 185 00:13:26,211 --> 00:13:30,967 What if I stayed in the car? Would Alex still blame me? 186 00:13:31,008 --> 00:13:33,761 Would Mom still be alive? 187 00:13:39,975 --> 00:13:42,812 The fact is, she's gone. 188 00:13:42,854 --> 00:13:47,650 And we're still here. 189 00:13:50,402 --> 00:13:57,744 Owen: [as a teen-screaming] Mom! Mom! 190 00:13:57,785 --> 00:14:03,833 Owen: Stay in the car, Owen. Stay in the car. 191 00:14:03,875 --> 00:14:11,875 ♪♪♪♪♪ [Acoustic guitar in a minor key] 192 00:14:58,345 --> 00:15:00,431 [Birds, crickets.] 193 00:17:34,293 --> 00:17:35,919 How long will Uncle Owen be here? 194 00:17:35,961 --> 00:17:37,380 I don't know, sweetie. 195 00:17:37,421 --> 00:17:39,748 Hannah: Lillian, are you smoking again? 196 00:17:39,798 --> 00:17:41,634 Lillian: Shit. 197 00:18:04,574 --> 00:18:07,451 [Car pulling up] 198 00:18:23,174 --> 00:18:27,630 Well, at least you travel light. 199 00:18:27,679 --> 00:18:29,130 Yup. 200 00:18:29,181 --> 00:18:30,807 Come on. 201 00:18:35,646 --> 00:18:36,639 Hi! 202 00:18:36,688 --> 00:18:38,274 Hi Lilly. 203 00:18:38,316 --> 00:18:39,483 Hi! 204 00:18:39,525 --> 00:18:40,610 Hi. Nice to see you. 205 00:18:40,651 --> 00:18:41,611 Better to see you. 206 00:18:41,652 --> 00:18:42,978 Kids. 207 00:18:43,028 --> 00:18:44,905 Girls. 208 00:18:44,946 --> 00:18:45,814 How was your flight? 209 00:18:45,864 --> 00:18:46,656 Hello. 210 00:18:46,698 --> 00:18:47,657 Hello. 211 00:18:47,699 --> 00:18:49,410 Nice to see you. It was great. Thank you. 212 00:18:49,452 --> 00:18:51,495 Oh good. 213 00:18:53,205 --> 00:18:54,248 So, are you hungry? 214 00:18:54,290 --> 00:18:55,790 Yeah, I'm starving. 215 00:18:55,832 --> 00:18:58,960 There's a salmon in the oven. It's maple glazed. 216 00:18:59,002 --> 00:19:00,588 It's all organic. 217 00:19:01,087 --> 00:19:03,341 Perfect. 218 00:19:03,549 --> 00:19:04,833 I'll go check on it, Hannah. 219 00:19:04,883 --> 00:19:06,134 Thank you. 220 00:19:07,511 --> 00:19:10,598 Girls do you want to come over and say hello to your Uncle Owen? 221 00:19:10,639 --> 00:19:12,266 Owen: Holy smokes! 222 00:19:13,016 --> 00:19:16,228 I don't even remember who's who, now. It's been such a long time. 223 00:19:16,270 --> 00:19:16,728 You are- 224 00:19:16,770 --> 00:19:17,563 I'm Lucia. 225 00:19:17,605 --> 00:19:19,565 Nice to meet you. Callie, right? 226 00:19:19,607 --> 00:19:21,484 High fives. How's it going, guys? 227 00:19:21,525 --> 00:19:23,527 Do you like puzzles, Uncle Owen? 228 00:19:23,569 --> 00:19:25,779 I love puzzles. 229 00:19:25,820 --> 00:19:26,988 Come with me. 230 00:19:27,030 --> 00:19:27,689 You got one? 231 00:19:27,739 --> 00:19:28,532 Yeah. 232 00:19:28,574 --> 00:19:29,325 Alright. 233 00:19:29,367 --> 00:19:30,867 Wanna go? 234 00:19:30,909 --> 00:19:33,870 Alright. 235 00:19:33,912 --> 00:19:36,415 Go on over there with them. I'll take his bags downstairs. 236 00:19:36,457 --> 00:19:39,626 Okay. 237 00:19:41,086 --> 00:19:43,130 I like mermaids too. 238 00:19:43,172 --> 00:19:44,340 Lucia: Can you help us? 239 00:19:44,382 --> 00:19:45,874 Owen: I'll put it this way - 240 00:19:45,924 --> 00:19:49,211 If we took this apart, and we had a race, I would beat you guys. 241 00:19:49,261 --> 00:19:51,430 Owen: Ah, thank you. 242 00:19:51,472 --> 00:19:52,352 Hannah: You're welcome. 243 00:19:53,432 --> 00:19:55,559 Owen: So how long has it been for you two, anyway? 244 00:19:55,600 --> 00:19:57,520 Alex: Twelve years? 245 00:19:57,561 --> 00:19:59,721 Ten, actually. 246 00:19:59,771 --> 00:20:00,647 Ten? 247 00:20:00,689 --> 00:20:01,773 Whoa. 248 00:20:01,815 --> 00:20:03,650 I'm surprised you could remember the ceremony at all. 249 00:20:03,692 --> 00:20:05,361 Tied the knot and tied one on. 250 00:20:05,403 --> 00:20:07,696 Alex: You were a little tipsy yourself that night, Owen. 251 00:20:07,737 --> 00:20:09,739 A little? Jeez. 252 00:20:09,781 --> 00:20:12,575 Why don't we look at the wedding album? 253 00:20:12,617 --> 00:20:15,745 Awww, we don't nee to torment old Uncle Owen, do we? 254 00:20:15,787 --> 00:20:18,457 Lillian: The kids are happy to see you. 255 00:20:18,499 --> 00:20:20,709 They told Hanna they're excited about having a new roommate. 256 00:20:20,750 --> 00:20:21,751 Is that right? 257 00:20:21,793 --> 00:20:24,088 They remind me of you two when you were kids. 258 00:20:24,130 --> 00:20:25,755 Your mother and father- 259 00:20:25,797 --> 00:20:27,299 They'd be proud of you two. 260 00:20:30,010 --> 00:20:34,432 Remember when you wrote Alex's high school valedictorian speech, Owen? 261 00:20:34,473 --> 00:20:35,765 You never told me that. 262 00:20:38,310 --> 00:20:41,930 Lillian: You always had your father's way with words. 263 00:20:41,980 --> 00:20:44,525 Writing was the only thing he could do better than me. 264 00:20:46,110 --> 00:20:48,862 Hannah: You know, I haven't been able to put your book down. 265 00:20:48,903 --> 00:20:52,033 It's, um... It's fantastic. 266 00:20:52,158 --> 00:20:54,826 Thanks Hannah. It means a lot. 267 00:20:57,455 --> 00:20:59,123 Alex: So how's the new one coming? 268 00:20:59,165 --> 00:21:01,666 It's coming. 269 00:21:01,791 --> 00:21:04,170 You know Hannah used to write when we were in university. 270 00:21:04,211 --> 00:21:06,455 Yeah, I've been meaning to get back to it, but... 271 00:21:06,505 --> 00:21:08,957 You know what you should do? You should start a journal. 272 00:21:09,007 --> 00:21:10,675 I haven't kept a journal since- 273 00:21:10,717 --> 00:21:11,760 Since high school. 274 00:21:11,801 --> 00:21:13,471 Well I haven't been sober since high school, 275 00:21:13,511 --> 00:21:15,630 So here's to new beginnings. 276 00:21:15,680 --> 00:21:16,723 [Laughter] 277 00:21:16,765 --> 00:21:17,433 Cheers. 278 00:21:17,475 --> 00:21:18,434 Cheers. 279 00:21:21,187 --> 00:21:22,771 Hannah: I think it's about that time. 280 00:21:22,812 --> 00:21:24,814 Lil, would you help me put the girls down? 281 00:21:24,856 --> 00:21:26,150 Mmm hmmm. 282 00:21:27,401 --> 00:21:30,528 Alex, would you start the dishwasher when you finish up? 283 00:21:30,570 --> 00:21:32,198 Yeah, I think I can manage that. 284 00:21:32,239 --> 00:21:34,741 Thanks for dinner. 285 00:21:34,783 --> 00:21:35,484 You're welcome. 286 00:21:35,533 --> 00:21:36,910 It was really good. 287 00:21:36,951 --> 00:21:39,246 I can really taste the organic in that maple glaze. 288 00:21:39,288 --> 00:21:41,082 [Laughter] 289 00:21:41,123 --> 00:21:44,667 I forgot to tell you. Sarcasm is Owen's favourite form of gratitude. 290 00:21:44,709 --> 00:21:46,253 Lillian: Play nice you two. 291 00:21:49,631 --> 00:21:51,008 So, you're all right? 292 00:21:52,426 --> 00:21:53,676 Yeah. 293 00:21:53,718 --> 00:21:54,636 Are you comfortable? 294 00:21:54,677 --> 00:21:56,471 Do you mean, do I have enough money? 295 00:21:56,513 --> 00:21:58,723 What do you mean, am I comfortable? 296 00:21:58,765 --> 00:22:01,268 No, I mean, here. In my house. Are you comfortable? 297 00:22:04,146 --> 00:22:06,648 Well- 298 00:22:06,689 --> 00:22:08,317 That's not the word I would use. 299 00:22:08,359 --> 00:22:09,484 But it's, you know, yeah. 300 00:22:09,526 --> 00:22:10,819 But it's better than being 301 00:22:10,860 --> 00:22:11,945 alone in Dad's cabin, right? 302 00:22:11,987 --> 00:22:12,854 No, I know that. 303 00:22:12,904 --> 00:22:14,823 I know. And thank you. 304 00:22:14,864 --> 00:22:19,245 I just didn't know that I had any other place to go. 305 00:22:19,286 --> 00:22:21,413 You know? 306 00:22:21,579 --> 00:22:23,540 Have you been visiting Dad? Or-? 307 00:22:23,581 --> 00:22:24,624 What for? 308 00:22:26,501 --> 00:22:28,204 Are you thinking about going up there? 309 00:22:28,254 --> 00:22:31,215 Wouldn't that be a trigger for you? 310 00:22:31,257 --> 00:22:32,424 Life is a trigger, man. 311 00:22:36,553 --> 00:22:38,097 So, what about Mom? 312 00:22:38,139 --> 00:22:38,805 What about her? 313 00:22:38,847 --> 00:22:40,382 I don't know. 314 00:22:40,431 --> 00:22:42,600 Did you ever think about taking your kids up to visit their grandmother's grave? 315 00:22:42,642 --> 00:22:43,219 Or- 316 00:22:43,269 --> 00:22:44,686 I gotta be at work early. 317 00:22:44,727 --> 00:22:47,148 I'll see you tomorrow night. If you need anything, just ask Hannah. 318 00:22:47,189 --> 00:22:47,788 Okay. 319 00:22:49,482 --> 00:22:50,067 Thank you. 320 00:22:50,109 --> 00:22:50,708 Yeah. 321 00:23:27,645 --> 00:23:28,730 What? 322 00:23:28,771 --> 00:23:30,316 He's practically a stranger, Alex. 323 00:23:30,357 --> 00:23:32,902 He's my brother. 324 00:23:32,943 --> 00:23:37,572 And he knows this is temporary. It's a month or two, tops. 325 00:23:37,614 --> 00:23:39,365 Yeah, well, it's easy for you to say. 326 00:23:39,407 --> 00:23:41,160 You don't have to babysit him twenty-four seven. 327 00:23:41,202 --> 00:23:44,370 He's not a child, Hannah. 328 00:23:44,412 --> 00:23:48,167 He's gonna be in his room writing most of the time. Trust me. 329 00:23:48,750 --> 00:23:51,619 His room. 330 00:23:51,669 --> 00:23:54,756 It wasn't easy being in there. 331 00:23:54,797 --> 00:23:58,760 Well, what do you want me to do? Tell him to sleep on the couch? 332 00:24:00,428 --> 00:24:04,099 Owen doesn't know about the miscarriage. 333 00:24:04,141 --> 00:24:06,559 I'm sorry this is hard for you. But- 334 00:24:06,601 --> 00:24:11,023 We have to move on. Okay? 335 00:24:15,693 --> 00:24:17,478 What if he starts drinking again? 336 00:24:17,528 --> 00:24:19,114 He's not going to start drinking again. 337 00:24:19,156 --> 00:24:20,241 How do you know that? 338 00:24:20,282 --> 00:24:20,950 I just know. 339 00:24:20,991 --> 00:24:22,408 What about the girls? 340 00:24:22,450 --> 00:24:25,829 I mean, it's not like you could just come home if something happens. 341 00:24:25,871 --> 00:24:31,043 Look, I paid for his rehab. I got him out of debt. 342 00:24:31,085 --> 00:24:35,546 What do you want me to do? Just throw him to the wolves, now that he's clean and sober? 343 00:24:41,678 --> 00:24:47,433 Help me help my brother. Okay? 344 00:24:47,558 --> 00:24:50,062 Okay. 345 00:24:56,860 --> 00:24:57,518 Okay. 346 00:24:57,568 --> 00:24:58,279 Okay. 347 00:24:58,319 --> 00:25:00,405 Yeah. 348 00:25:26,056 --> 00:25:26,681 Hi. 349 00:25:27,016 --> 00:25:29,018 Sorry to bother you. 350 00:25:29,059 --> 00:25:31,103 It's not a bother. 351 00:25:31,145 --> 00:25:34,223 I figured I could surprise the girls with this in the morning, you know? 352 00:25:34,272 --> 00:25:36,775 Actually, there's a couple of pieces missing. 353 00:25:36,817 --> 00:25:38,060 What? 354 00:25:38,110 --> 00:25:39,560 Mm Hmm. 355 00:25:39,610 --> 00:25:40,946 Well, that figures. 356 00:25:40,988 --> 00:25:47,077 I guess there's pieces missing from every fairy tale, isn't there? 357 00:25:50,621 --> 00:25:55,002 Listen, that wedding album- 358 00:25:56,003 --> 00:25:58,005 Should we have a look at it, or what? 359 00:25:59,297 --> 00:26:03,177 Sure. Yeah. Okay. 360 00:26:13,812 --> 00:26:14,930 That's it? 361 00:26:14,980 --> 00:26:17,983 This is it. Yeah. 362 00:26:18,025 --> 00:26:19,400 This is the famous wedding album. 363 00:26:19,442 --> 00:26:22,445 You got this grand piano over here. And this is your wedding album? 364 00:26:22,487 --> 00:26:24,447 Well, it was a small wedding, remember? 365 00:26:24,489 --> 00:26:25,824 Really small, apparently. 366 00:26:25,866 --> 00:26:27,701 Yeah, very small. 367 00:26:27,743 --> 00:26:29,745 There you go. 368 00:26:29,787 --> 00:26:31,329 Oh my God. Look at that dress. 369 00:26:31,371 --> 00:26:33,581 It looks good. 370 00:26:33,623 --> 00:26:34,783 [Laughs] 371 00:26:34,833 --> 00:26:37,169 We spared no expense. 372 00:26:37,210 --> 00:26:39,171 There's no shame in a City Hall wedding. 373 00:26:39,212 --> 00:26:41,589 That's what our parents did. 374 00:26:41,631 --> 00:26:44,292 You're folks still in Florida, right? Florida? 375 00:26:44,342 --> 00:26:47,679 Yeah. You remembered. 376 00:26:47,721 --> 00:26:50,298 I'm a writer. I'm good with details. 377 00:26:50,348 --> 00:26:52,392 You did tie one one. 378 00:26:55,311 --> 00:26:58,807 At least my parents weren't there to see it. 379 00:26:58,857 --> 00:27:02,978 You know, I think that's why Alex won't look at this. 380 00:27:03,028 --> 00:27:04,947 My God, you're so stunning. 381 00:27:04,988 --> 00:27:06,949 Yeah. 382 00:27:10,201 --> 00:27:12,578 This is pretty good. 383 00:27:12,913 --> 00:27:16,083 It was a long time ago. 384 00:27:19,585 --> 00:27:20,420 Well. 385 00:27:20,461 --> 00:27:21,830 I should probably get to bed anyway. 386 00:27:21,880 --> 00:27:24,049 Yeah. Me too. 387 00:27:24,507 --> 00:27:26,802 That's for showing it to me, though. 388 00:27:26,844 --> 00:27:30,055 Yeah. Yeah. 389 00:27:32,641 --> 00:27:33,474 Good night. 390 00:27:34,059 --> 00:27:35,102 Sweet dreams. 391 00:27:36,103 --> 00:27:37,562 Okay. Good night. 392 00:28:47,633 --> 00:28:53,137 [Wind blowing] 393 00:29:25,169 --> 00:29:26,547 Interested in me truck, are ya? 394 00:29:26,588 --> 00:29:27,923 What? 395 00:29:27,965 --> 00:29:31,292 My truck. For sale sign caught your eye? 396 00:29:31,342 --> 00:29:32,460 Yeah. 397 00:29:32,511 --> 00:29:33,679 How far you going? 398 00:29:33,720 --> 00:29:36,222 Just around the island. Get some supplies. Maybe into town. 399 00:29:36,264 --> 00:29:37,966 She'll do for that. 400 00:29:38,015 --> 00:29:39,475 Stay off the highway, though. 401 00:29:39,518 --> 00:29:40,468 Okay. 402 00:29:40,519 --> 00:29:42,688 Hey, where are you staying? 403 00:29:42,729 --> 00:29:44,063 Dad's cabin. 404 00:29:44,105 --> 00:29:45,524 Who's Dad? 405 00:29:45,566 --> 00:29:48,401 Sorry, Roger Collins. Did you know him? 406 00:29:48,442 --> 00:29:49,695 I sure do. 407 00:29:49,736 --> 00:29:53,114 It's a shame what happened to him. 408 00:29:53,155 --> 00:29:55,116 Which son are you? 409 00:29:55,157 --> 00:29:56,033 Owen. 410 00:29:56,075 --> 00:29:56,785 Clyde. 411 00:30:03,165 --> 00:30:07,086 Well. Seems decent. 412 00:30:07,128 --> 00:30:09,798 Come on in the house. I'll grab you the key. 413 00:30:17,054 --> 00:30:20,349 Grab a seat now. We'll have a drop of rum to seal the deal. 414 00:30:20,391 --> 00:30:22,176 Oh no. Thank you. 415 00:30:22,226 --> 00:30:24,020 Might help ease the pain of that eye. 416 00:30:24,061 --> 00:30:25,606 Yeah, I don't drink. 417 00:30:25,897 --> 00:30:29,350 Well, the apple fell far from the tree when it comes to the drink. 418 00:30:29,400 --> 00:30:31,486 I don't remember Dad being a heavy drinker. 419 00:30:31,528 --> 00:30:34,238 Not heavy. Consistent. 420 00:30:39,118 --> 00:30:41,078 A cup of tea will warm you up. 421 00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:43,122 No, no. That's okay, Clyde. Don't- 422 00:30:47,335 --> 00:30:49,504 Here we go. 423 00:30:49,546 --> 00:30:52,173 So, what do you do, Owen? 424 00:30:52,214 --> 00:30:54,375 I'm a writer. 425 00:30:54,425 --> 00:30:55,259 Yeah? 426 00:30:55,301 --> 00:30:56,803 You got your father's brains, eh b'y? 427 00:30:56,845 --> 00:30:58,012 Hmmm. 428 00:30:58,054 --> 00:30:59,347 Yeah. That's good. You're lucky. 429 00:30:59,388 --> 00:31:01,349 I was shorted in that department. 430 00:31:02,975 --> 00:31:04,101 Well- 431 00:31:04,143 --> 00:31:07,229 It's too bad they couldn't cure you're old man, eh. 432 00:31:07,271 --> 00:31:08,105 There is no cure. 433 00:31:08,147 --> 00:31:11,610 Here we go. 434 00:31:11,777 --> 00:31:13,227 Thank you. 435 00:31:13,277 --> 00:31:14,896 Well, it's strange. 436 00:31:14,945 --> 00:31:17,783 How a man can just lose himself like that. 437 00:31:17,824 --> 00:31:21,411 I'm not going to be able to give you any money until I cash a cheque. 438 00:31:21,453 --> 00:31:22,995 Is that going to be okay, Clyde? 439 00:31:23,037 --> 00:31:25,247 The last bank closed down here two years ago. 440 00:31:25,289 --> 00:31:27,542 You can take her now. I trust you. 441 00:31:27,584 --> 00:31:29,960 You're Roger's blood. 442 00:31:30,336 --> 00:31:31,588 Thanks. 443 00:31:35,174 --> 00:31:36,926 Who's that? 444 00:31:36,967 --> 00:31:39,846 The wife. Cassie. 445 00:31:39,887 --> 00:31:44,685 She's dead ten years now. Cancer. 446 00:31:44,810 --> 00:31:46,762 Sorry to hear that. 447 00:31:46,812 --> 00:31:53,275 Well, Cassie and Roger-they both loved the literature. 448 00:31:53,317 --> 00:31:57,029 Of course that all stopped when Roger locked himself away over there. 449 00:31:57,071 --> 00:31:59,775 Poor Cassie was heartbroken. 450 00:31:59,825 --> 00:32:01,283 But that's it. 451 00:32:01,325 --> 00:32:06,280 He got to be a real recluse in the end. Yeah. 452 00:32:06,330 --> 00:32:08,500 Listen. Thank you very much for this. 453 00:32:08,542 --> 00:32:09,793 Now. 454 00:32:09,835 --> 00:32:15,214 Now. Here look-there's no rum in them, my son. Not a drop. 455 00:32:15,256 --> 00:32:16,792 Cassie's recipe. 456 00:32:16,842 --> 00:32:20,928 Okay. Thank you. 457 00:33:28,829 --> 00:33:34,753 Hannah: Owen is here. Sleeping in the spare room. 458 00:33:34,794 --> 00:33:38,923 What we call the spare room now. 459 00:33:38,964 --> 00:33:42,218 I cleaned it from top to bottom. 460 00:33:42,260 --> 00:33:45,714 Tried to scrub away the grief. 461 00:33:45,763 --> 00:33:49,934 Alex doesn't smell it. 462 00:33:49,975 --> 00:33:51,185 Why do I? 463 00:33:53,355 --> 00:33:54,564 Hannah: I started a journal. 464 00:33:54,606 --> 00:33:55,231 You did? 465 00:33:55,273 --> 00:33:57,484 That's great. 466 00:33:57,526 --> 00:33:58,560 It's a bit scary. 467 00:33:58,610 --> 00:33:59,277 Oh yeah. 468 00:33:59,319 --> 00:34:01,488 Yeah. But I like it. I do. 469 00:34:01,530 --> 00:34:05,283 I find that the thing that makes it less scary - 470 00:34:05,325 --> 00:34:08,202 is if you write it like nobody's ever gonna read it. 471 00:34:08,245 --> 00:34:10,204 Just let it spill out of you, you know? 472 00:34:10,247 --> 00:34:14,959 And also, I think it's important to write every day. It helps a lot. 473 00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:16,378 It's tough with the girls around. 474 00:34:16,419 --> 00:34:17,504 Oh yeah. 475 00:34:17,546 --> 00:34:20,881 Well I'm here if you ever need a break. You know that. 476 00:34:20,923 --> 00:34:24,252 You have your own work to do. 477 00:34:24,302 --> 00:34:27,389 Yeah, but everybody needs a break. 478 00:34:31,809 --> 00:34:33,727 How's your new book coming? 479 00:34:38,650 --> 00:34:39,442 A few snags. 480 00:34:41,861 --> 00:34:44,822 Alex was saying that the cottage was a good place, maybe to write? 481 00:34:44,864 --> 00:34:45,864 Perfect writer's retreat? 482 00:34:46,241 --> 00:34:48,660 How would he know? 483 00:34:48,701 --> 00:34:50,995 Ha ho! 484 00:34:52,372 --> 00:34:56,501 I guess it would be a good, you know, a good spot for some peace and quiet. 485 00:35:06,969 --> 00:35:08,137 Talk to me! 486 00:35:08,179 --> 00:35:10,798 Nurse: Code Blue. Critical. 487 00:35:10,848 --> 00:35:13,351 No pulse. 488 00:35:18,105 --> 00:35:18,981 No pulse. 489 00:35:21,066 --> 00:35:26,739 Uh, continue CPR. Continue bagging him. 490 00:35:26,780 --> 00:35:29,742 Let's get the monitor up. 491 00:35:29,783 --> 00:35:31,328 Epi. One milligram. 492 00:35:31,369 --> 00:35:34,539 Injecting one milligram epinephrine. 493 00:35:35,956 --> 00:35:37,750 We have a shockable rhythm. Prepare to shock. 494 00:35:37,791 --> 00:35:39,752 Clear. 495 00:35:40,127 --> 00:35:40,878 [Bang] 496 00:35:42,505 --> 00:35:43,548 Hit him again. 497 00:35:43,590 --> 00:35:44,341 Clear. 498 00:35:44,549 --> 00:35:45,300 [Bang] 499 00:35:46,675 --> 00:35:47,760 One more time. 500 00:35:47,801 --> 00:35:49,512 Clear. 501 00:35:49,554 --> 00:35:50,888 [Bang] 502 00:35:51,431 --> 00:35:54,225 Okay. Hold on. 503 00:35:57,354 --> 00:35:59,564 We have a pulse. 504 00:36:01,232 --> 00:36:02,733 Good work everybody. 505 00:36:07,738 --> 00:36:08,864 Children: Come on! Come on! 506 00:36:08,906 --> 00:36:10,367 Hannah: I'm coming! I'm coming! 507 00:36:12,160 --> 00:36:16,581 [Laughter] 508 00:36:19,875 --> 00:36:20,626 Okay! Okay! 509 00:36:20,668 --> 00:36:21,202 What's happening? 510 00:36:21,252 --> 00:36:22,212 Get in the submarine! 511 00:36:22,253 --> 00:36:25,382 This is not a submarine. 512 00:36:25,423 --> 00:36:26,424 Okay. Okay! 513 00:36:26,466 --> 00:36:27,217 Ow! 514 00:36:27,258 --> 00:36:28,218 Oh! Are you okay? 515 00:36:28,259 --> 00:36:29,469 Yeah. 516 00:36:59,790 --> 00:37:01,667 [Banging] 517 00:37:01,709 --> 00:37:03,169 Children: Mayday! Mayday! 518 00:37:03,211 --> 00:37:06,046 Get out of the submarine! It's sinking! 519 00:37:06,089 --> 00:37:08,674 Okay girls! That's enough. 520 00:37:09,883 --> 00:37:10,759 Children: Come on! 521 00:37:10,801 --> 00:37:11,927 Hannah: Alright ladies. 522 00:37:15,140 --> 00:37:16,349 Let's go for ice-cream. 523 00:37:16,391 --> 00:37:17,267 -Yeah! 524 00:37:17,308 --> 00:37:18,226 -And cookies! 525 00:37:18,268 --> 00:37:18,851 -Yeah! 526 00:37:18,892 --> 00:37:19,893 Does that sound good? 527 00:37:19,935 --> 00:37:20,894 -Yeah. 528 00:37:24,149 --> 00:37:27,609 What else? Hamburgers. 529 00:37:47,505 --> 00:37:49,124 Nurse: Still here? 530 00:37:49,174 --> 00:37:52,135 I thought your shift ended an hour ago. 531 00:37:52,177 --> 00:37:55,679 Listen, I'm heading up to my cottage this weekend. 532 00:37:55,721 --> 00:37:57,223 If anything changes with Stan - 533 00:37:57,265 --> 00:38:02,187 Mr. Smith - will you the staff know to call me immediately? 534 00:38:02,228 --> 00:38:04,397 He was one of my university professors. 535 00:38:04,439 --> 00:38:06,141 English Lit. 536 00:38:06,191 --> 00:38:07,275 -English Lit. 537 00:38:07,317 --> 00:38:08,359 You? 538 00:38:08,401 --> 00:38:10,111 Yeah, I know. 539 00:38:10,153 --> 00:38:13,822 My brother's a writer. I figured I'd take it and try to get into his head. 540 00:38:13,864 --> 00:38:14,823 Did it work? 541 00:38:14,865 --> 00:38:16,950 Not really. 542 00:38:16,993 --> 00:38:20,788 But listen, Stan here is not the friendliest guy in town. 543 00:38:20,829 --> 00:38:22,873 Just so you know. 544 00:38:30,881 --> 00:38:33,634 Hannah: [Reading] Alex is never home anymore. 545 00:38:33,675 --> 00:38:37,930 An when he is, he has an endless list of excuses. 546 00:38:37,972 --> 00:38:42,643 Too tired. Too hot. Too cold. To busy. 547 00:38:42,684 --> 00:38:47,564 I should not feel selfish for wanting to be adored. 548 00:39:09,254 --> 00:39:10,712 Yeah b'y. 549 00:39:10,754 --> 00:39:13,632 Wow. 550 00:39:17,011 --> 00:39:18,221 It's all right, eh? 551 00:39:18,263 --> 00:39:19,055 Not bad. 552 00:39:19,097 --> 00:39:21,557 [Laughter] 553 00:39:21,598 --> 00:39:24,352 So this is what you call a cottage, eh? 554 00:39:31,234 --> 00:39:34,195 Wow. It' beautiful. 555 00:39:34,237 --> 00:39:36,197 It'll do. 556 00:39:41,202 --> 00:39:45,664 Hannah: [Reading] Nothing feels better than wanting. 557 00:39:47,167 --> 00:39:54,007 To want something nine times out of ten feels better than having it. 558 00:40:24,494 --> 00:40:30,168 [Dripping water] 559 00:40:57,111 --> 00:40:59,072 [Drip, drip, drip] 560 00:40:59,113 --> 00:41:01,282 Stop it! Stop it! 561 00:42:02,969 --> 00:42:04,344 [Whispering] Own and Alex. 562 00:42:25,449 --> 00:42:27,744 Roger: [On tape] So what do you want to be? 563 00:42:27,785 --> 00:42:28,786 How about you, Owen? 564 00:42:28,828 --> 00:42:30,579 Owen [child's voice] I wanna be a hero. 565 00:42:30,620 --> 00:42:32,206 Roger: Yeah? What kind of hero? 566 00:42:32,247 --> 00:42:36,753 -Ah, someone who saves- 567 00:42:56,646 --> 00:42:58,607 Hannah: And then this goes like- 568 00:42:58,648 --> 00:43:00,151 Is it like this? Is this how- 569 00:43:00,193 --> 00:43:03,278 Yeah, that gotta go through the- 570 00:43:03,320 --> 00:43:04,030 [Laughter] 571 00:43:04,072 --> 00:43:07,240 Put it like so- 572 00:43:07,282 --> 00:43:08,283 Ah! 573 00:43:09,493 --> 00:43:10,787 That was exhausting. 574 00:43:10,828 --> 00:43:11,788 -It was exhausting. 575 00:43:20,129 --> 00:43:21,089 I got enough. 576 00:43:21,130 --> 00:43:22,048 You have enough. 577 00:43:22,090 --> 00:43:24,008 This should go up more, I think. 578 00:43:24,050 --> 00:43:25,126 This is gonna need - 579 00:43:25,176 --> 00:43:26,301 -How tall are your children? 580 00:43:26,343 --> 00:43:27,386 Giant. 581 00:43:27,427 --> 00:43:35,427 You wanna make it a comfy kinda thing, don't you? 582 00:43:35,686 --> 00:43:36,603 Looks pretty good. 583 00:43:36,645 --> 00:43:37,245 Yeah! 584 00:43:41,358 --> 00:43:42,642 Thank you so much. 585 00:43:42,693 --> 00:43:44,319 Merci Madame. 586 00:43:45,696 --> 00:43:47,115 Yay! 587 00:43:47,155 --> 00:43:48,074 Cheers! 588 00:43:48,116 --> 00:43:49,366 More please. 589 00:43:54,538 --> 00:43:56,124 Lucia: Some cream? 590 00:43:56,164 --> 00:43:57,207 Anyone else want cream? 591 00:43:57,249 --> 00:43:59,584 I would love some cream. 592 00:44:01,838 --> 00:44:04,464 I gotta go for one second. Okay? 593 00:44:04,506 --> 00:44:05,716 Okay. 594 00:44:08,176 --> 00:44:08,803 [Bang.] 595 00:44:08,845 --> 00:44:12,014 Ow! Ow. I just cut myself. 596 00:44:12,056 --> 00:44:16,811 It's okay. Will you please keep my roast beef warm? 597 00:44:16,853 --> 00:44:17,728 Lucia: Roast beef? 598 00:44:17,770 --> 00:44:19,814 That's what we're having, isn't it? 599 00:44:35,245 --> 00:44:36,080 Hello Stan. 600 00:44:38,624 --> 00:44:40,375 We're still waiting for test results. 601 00:44:40,417 --> 00:44:43,462 So, surgery may not be an option. 602 00:44:46,590 --> 00:44:49,594 I warned you this was gonna happen, Stan. 603 00:44:49,635 --> 00:44:51,136 The cigarettes, the booze. 604 00:44:51,178 --> 00:44:55,933 I told you that I don't care. 605 00:44:57,434 --> 00:44:59,519 Save the lecture. 606 00:44:59,561 --> 00:45:03,106 That is my job, remember? 607 00:45:07,444 --> 00:45:09,030 Alright. You take it easy. 608 00:45:09,071 --> 00:45:11,072 Try and get some rest. 609 00:45:17,120 --> 00:45:17,914 Owen: Ow. 610 00:45:17,955 --> 00:45:18,538 [Laughter] 611 00:45:18,581 --> 00:45:23,084 Ow. 612 00:45:23,126 --> 00:45:25,212 You're lucky that nail wasn't rusty. 613 00:45:25,253 --> 00:45:26,379 Mmmm. 614 00:45:26,421 --> 00:45:27,882 Mm hmm. 615 00:45:28,215 --> 00:45:29,592 God, that one must have hurt. 616 00:45:29,634 --> 00:45:30,551 Oh yeah. 617 00:45:30,593 --> 00:45:31,134 Yeah? 618 00:45:31,176 --> 00:45:33,846 -It was a long time ago. 619 00:45:33,888 --> 00:45:37,808 You got it when you were little? 620 00:45:39,476 --> 00:45:42,813 I got it when Mom died. I was trying to protect her. 621 00:45:45,524 --> 00:45:47,768 Alex told me about that. 622 00:45:47,818 --> 00:45:48,527 He did? 623 00:45:48,569 --> 00:45:50,863 Yeah. 624 00:45:51,071 --> 00:45:53,156 What did he say? 625 00:45:57,369 --> 00:45:59,371 It wan't your fault. 626 00:46:01,373 --> 00:46:03,834 You know that, right? 627 00:46:11,008 --> 00:46:13,260 I know how you feel. 628 00:46:15,262 --> 00:46:16,179 What do you mean? 629 00:46:16,221 --> 00:46:18,558 The guilt. 630 00:46:18,599 --> 00:46:22,728 Thinking you should have done something differently. 631 00:46:27,775 --> 00:46:31,027 We had a late term miscarriage. 632 00:46:31,737 --> 00:46:32,487 What? 633 00:46:34,197 --> 00:46:39,327 He would have been three years old in July. 634 00:46:39,995 --> 00:46:41,539 A little boy. 635 00:46:44,332 --> 00:46:48,879 Yeah. You're staying in his room, actually. 636 00:46:48,921 --> 00:46:54,050 Yeah, Alex doesn't like to talk about it much. So- 637 00:46:55,553 --> 00:46:58,338 That's the kind of thing you gotta talk about. 638 00:46:58,388 --> 00:47:00,516 You know what I mean? 639 00:47:00,558 --> 00:47:04,562 I think so. I do. 640 00:47:04,604 --> 00:47:07,188 You can talk to me. 641 00:47:57,113 --> 00:48:00,493 Thank you. 642 00:48:02,952 --> 00:48:04,622 Yeah. 643 00:48:07,165 --> 00:48:07,792 It's okay. 644 00:48:07,833 --> 00:48:08,409 Yeah. 645 00:48:08,459 --> 00:48:09,084 It's okay. 646 00:48:09,125 --> 00:48:10,795 Yeah. 647 00:48:31,440 --> 00:48:32,858 Owen: Hey. 648 00:48:32,899 --> 00:48:34,568 Good morning. 649 00:48:34,610 --> 00:48:36,152 Kettle's boiled. 650 00:48:36,194 --> 00:48:38,698 Good. 651 00:48:40,616 --> 00:48:42,033 Wow. Those look nice. 652 00:48:42,075 --> 00:48:45,036 Yeah, I picked them up after I dropped the kids off at school. 653 00:48:45,078 --> 00:48:48,833 It really brightens the place up. 654 00:48:48,873 --> 00:48:50,208 How's your arm? 655 00:48:50,250 --> 00:48:52,877 It's fine. 656 00:48:53,294 --> 00:48:55,288 Thanks for helping out last night. I appreciate it. 657 00:48:55,338 --> 00:48:56,289 Thanks for listening. 658 00:48:56,339 --> 00:48:57,215 No trouble. 659 00:48:57,257 --> 00:48:58,509 [Door opens] 660 00:49:02,011 --> 00:49:03,012 Hey. 661 00:49:03,054 --> 00:49:04,973 Alex: Hey. 662 00:49:05,014 --> 00:49:08,644 That's two doubles down. 663 00:49:08,686 --> 00:49:10,311 You're coffee's on. 664 00:49:10,354 --> 00:49:11,980 Thanks. 665 00:49:12,021 --> 00:49:15,308 Listen, do you think you'd be able to take me up to the cabin? 666 00:49:15,359 --> 00:49:16,610 Sorry, I mean cottage. 667 00:49:16,652 --> 00:49:17,861 Yeah, sure. 668 00:49:17,902 --> 00:49:19,530 When? 669 00:49:19,572 --> 00:49:20,573 Today would be good. 670 00:49:22,742 --> 00:49:24,075 Why? 671 00:49:24,117 --> 00:49:25,327 Why? 672 00:49:25,369 --> 00:49:27,954 My publisher's expecting that book in a couple of months. 673 00:49:27,996 --> 00:49:31,991 And I'm not ready. I'm way behind. I just need to- 674 00:49:32,041 --> 00:49:37,590 Yeah, sure. I can take you up. 675 00:49:37,631 --> 00:49:40,166 You wanna come? 676 00:49:40,216 --> 00:49:40,816 No. 677 00:49:48,224 --> 00:49:49,267 Alex. 678 00:49:49,310 --> 00:49:50,894 It's not a problem. I can get Lillian to take me. 679 00:49:50,935 --> 00:49:53,188 No, it's okay. I told you I'd take you up. 680 00:49:53,229 --> 00:49:53,813 You sure? 681 00:49:53,855 --> 00:49:54,898 Yeah. 682 00:49:54,939 --> 00:49:55,857 Okay. I'll go pack. 683 00:49:55,899 --> 00:49:56,900 Okay. 684 00:50:11,707 --> 00:50:12,165 Hi. 685 00:50:12,207 --> 00:50:13,501 Hi there. 686 00:50:13,542 --> 00:50:16,202 So, are you leaving for good? 687 00:50:16,252 --> 00:50:20,758 Um - No, not yet. I'll be back in a while. 688 00:50:20,799 --> 00:50:23,209 Well, the girls are gonna miss you. 689 00:50:23,260 --> 00:50:26,639 A month ago, the kids didn't know me. So- 690 00:50:26,680 --> 00:50:29,015 They'll be fine. 691 00:50:35,980 --> 00:50:38,191 I'll see you soon. 692 00:50:38,233 --> 00:50:39,025 Sure. 693 00:50:54,958 --> 00:50:56,502 Claire:[Distant sounding] What are you doing? 694 00:50:56,544 --> 00:50:58,086 Roger: We have to find the files! 695 00:50:58,127 --> 00:50:58,629 -Stop it! 696 00:50:58,671 --> 00:50:59,713 -We have to stop them! 697 00:50:59,754 --> 00:51:00,381 -Stop them? 698 00:51:00,422 --> 00:51:01,298 -They're going to kill us! 699 00:51:01,340 --> 00:51:02,258 -Roger! Nobody's trying - 700 00:51:02,299 --> 00:51:03,800 -Claire! What did you do with them? 701 00:51:03,842 --> 00:51:04,468 -Roger! 702 00:51:04,510 --> 00:51:05,844 -What did you do with them? 703 00:51:05,885 --> 00:51:07,221 -Roger! Put it down! 704 00:51:07,263 --> 00:51:09,138 -What did you do with them! No! 705 00:51:22,068 --> 00:51:22,902 Alex: What's up? 706 00:51:23,736 --> 00:51:24,737 You okay? 707 00:51:24,779 --> 00:51:27,991 Yeah. 708 00:51:28,032 --> 00:51:30,034 Come sit down. Relax. 709 00:51:46,676 --> 00:51:50,096 I've been thinking a lot about Mom and Dad since we got here. 710 00:51:50,138 --> 00:51:51,055 Why? 711 00:51:55,768 --> 00:51:57,396 How's the writing going? 712 00:51:57,438 --> 00:51:59,523 It's going. 713 00:51:59,565 --> 00:52:01,691 You know, Hannah's started a journal. 714 00:52:01,733 --> 00:52:04,528 Yeah, I know. 715 00:52:04,570 --> 00:52:07,655 I don't think it's a very good idea. 716 00:52:07,697 --> 00:52:08,698 Really. 717 00:52:08,740 --> 00:52:11,117 If she was going to be a writer, she's be a writer. 718 00:52:11,160 --> 00:52:13,828 I don't think people should fool themselves. 719 00:52:13,870 --> 00:52:15,872 Sometimes you gotta give things up. 720 00:52:15,914 --> 00:52:17,957 So have you told Cal English yet? 721 00:52:17,999 --> 00:52:21,503 I don't tell him much of anything these days. 722 00:52:21,545 --> 00:52:23,172 You gotta take some time off, man. 723 00:52:23,213 --> 00:52:25,089 That's impossible. 724 00:52:25,131 --> 00:52:26,716 It's not impossible. 725 00:52:30,387 --> 00:52:32,889 Does Hannah ever remind you of Mom? 726 00:52:34,433 --> 00:52:34,974 No. 727 00:52:35,016 --> 00:52:36,393 Every now and then- 728 00:52:36,435 --> 00:52:39,563 She puts her hand in front of her face when she tries to laugh? 729 00:52:42,065 --> 00:52:43,733 Never noticed. 730 00:52:44,151 --> 00:52:47,154 Remember Dad would make fun of Mom? 731 00:52:47,196 --> 00:52:49,406 Mm hmm. 732 00:52:49,448 --> 00:52:51,699 [Laughs] 733 00:52:53,660 --> 00:52:55,529 I have a hard time remembering him sometimes. 734 00:52:55,579 --> 00:52:57,164 We should go up and see him. 735 00:52:57,206 --> 00:53:00,959 No, I mean the way he was-before. 736 00:53:01,000 --> 00:53:02,877 Well, he was always a mystery. 737 00:53:02,919 --> 00:53:05,004 Some more than others. 738 00:53:05,046 --> 00:53:06,965 Well, maybe we could go up there together. 739 00:53:07,006 --> 00:53:08,342 Owen. 740 00:53:08,384 --> 00:53:13,888 This whole thing- Rehab, bringing you here. 741 00:53:13,930 --> 00:53:15,932 It's supposed to be about moving forward. 742 00:53:15,974 --> 00:53:17,600 I am moving forward. 743 00:53:17,642 --> 00:53:18,552 No you're not. 744 00:53:18,601 --> 00:53:19,978 Why? Because I wanna go see Dad? 745 00:53:20,019 --> 00:53:21,397 That means I'm not moving forward? 746 00:53:21,438 --> 00:53:22,439 Come on! 747 00:53:22,481 --> 00:53:27,319 No. Because you think it's all some great mystery. 748 00:53:27,361 --> 00:53:28,320 And it's not. 749 00:53:33,658 --> 00:53:35,743 Mmmmhhh! 750 00:54:21,664 --> 00:54:25,085 Cal: I do hope that that is not the last thing 751 00:54:25,127 --> 00:54:27,421 I see upon this earth. 752 00:54:32,675 --> 00:54:34,927 Is there anyone I can call? 753 00:54:34,969 --> 00:54:37,473 The fucking janitor, I suppose. 754 00:54:37,513 --> 00:54:38,848 You know what I mean, Stan. 755 00:54:38,890 --> 00:54:42,810 You know that there isn't. 756 00:54:42,852 --> 00:54:44,354 You need open heart surgery, Stan. 757 00:54:44,396 --> 00:54:45,938 This is serious. 758 00:54:45,980 --> 00:54:48,691 This is happening to me. Okay? 759 00:54:48,733 --> 00:54:49,976 Not to you. 760 00:54:50,027 --> 00:54:51,644 I'm just trying to help. 761 00:54:51,694 --> 00:54:55,490 When you first came to my class- What's the first thing 762 00:54:55,531 --> 00:54:58,202 that I would have said to you? 763 00:54:58,243 --> 00:55:00,329 I don't know. Take out your pencils? 764 00:55:00,370 --> 00:55:02,655 I would have said, 765 00:55:02,705 --> 00:55:07,327 that there are no 'ifs' in books. 766 00:55:07,377 --> 00:55:10,214 You have to deal with what is on the page. 767 00:55:10,255 --> 00:55:11,798 You sound like my brother. 768 00:55:11,839 --> 00:55:13,883 Let me guess. 769 00:55:13,925 --> 00:55:15,510 You don't get along. 770 00:55:15,551 --> 00:55:17,054 Not very well. 771 00:55:17,096 --> 00:55:20,015 What about your wife? And your children? 772 00:55:20,057 --> 00:55:21,507 What about them? 773 00:55:21,557 --> 00:55:22,508 Do they like you? 774 00:55:22,558 --> 00:55:23,810 Of course they do. 775 00:55:23,851 --> 00:55:26,313 Good. Then when it's your turn to lie here. 776 00:55:26,355 --> 00:55:29,349 Why, you are going to have plenty of people to phone. 777 00:55:29,399 --> 00:55:31,526 Aren't you? 778 00:55:48,418 --> 00:55:50,963 Hannah: Take your pen in here, like this. 779 00:55:51,004 --> 00:55:53,714 And you see these groove? 780 00:55:53,756 --> 00:55:55,217 You just trace, like so. 781 00:55:55,259 --> 00:56:02,224 And hold the stencil down. And in, and then fire away. 782 00:56:02,266 --> 00:56:03,100 Lucia: Cool. 783 00:56:03,142 --> 00:56:04,517 -Yeah, it is cool. You wanna try? 784 00:56:04,559 --> 00:56:05,385 -Yeah. 785 00:56:05,434 --> 00:56:07,728 -Good job. That's great. 786 00:56:11,607 --> 00:56:13,227 Alex: Where'd the kids get that thing? 787 00:56:13,277 --> 00:56:16,155 Owen bought it for them at a flea market. 788 00:56:16,196 --> 00:56:16,795 Huh. 789 00:56:18,949 --> 00:56:21,235 When is Uncle Owen coming back? 790 00:56:21,285 --> 00:56:22,236 I don't know. 791 00:56:22,286 --> 00:56:23,736 Alex: It's only been a week, honey. 792 00:56:23,786 --> 00:56:25,372 Maybe you should go check on him. 793 00:56:25,413 --> 00:56:26,455 He's fine. 794 00:56:26,497 --> 00:56:29,750 Well, it's the first time he's been alone- 795 00:56:29,792 --> 00:56:31,586 -since he got out of rehab. So- 796 00:56:31,627 --> 00:56:35,382 Honey. It's what he wanted. 797 00:56:35,423 --> 00:56:38,051 It was our plan for him from the beginning, remember? 798 00:56:38,093 --> 00:56:39,261 Mm hmmm. 799 00:56:39,303 --> 00:56:41,889 If you're so worried about him, then you can check on him. 800 00:56:41,930 --> 00:56:42,680 Me? 801 00:56:42,722 --> 00:56:44,849 Yeah. Yeah. You go check on him. 802 00:56:44,892 --> 00:56:46,226 I'll take care of the girls. 803 00:56:46,268 --> 00:56:47,518 What about work? 804 00:56:47,560 --> 00:56:49,271 I'll take care of it. 805 00:56:49,313 --> 00:56:50,688 Just you and the girls. 806 00:56:50,730 --> 00:56:53,100 You're always saying I should spend more time with them. 807 00:56:53,150 --> 00:56:56,444 Go up there. Check in on him. See what he's up to. 808 00:56:56,485 --> 00:56:57,737 Can we go too, Mommy? 809 00:56:57,778 --> 00:56:59,072 Please Mommy! 810 00:56:59,114 --> 00:57:03,492 What? You guys don't wanna spend time with your old man? 811 00:57:03,534 --> 00:57:05,078 Are you kidding me? 812 00:57:05,120 --> 00:57:07,780 Do you know how much pizza we can eat in two days. 813 00:57:07,830 --> 00:57:11,001 Hannah: [Reading] I just woke from the same dream again. 814 00:57:11,043 --> 00:57:18,842 I dream my heart is burning. But I can't bend my arms to put out the flames. 815 00:57:18,884 --> 00:57:23,972 Wide awake and I can still smell the burning. 816 00:57:37,443 --> 00:57:45,443 Owen says he wants to be away from everywhere. Whatever that means. 817 00:57:45,701 --> 00:57:50,082 I don't think he knows, even, what he means by that. 818 00:57:50,123 --> 00:57:54,460 And I think that's his problem. 819 00:57:54,502 --> 00:57:59,507 Yet he is forever with his back to what he is looking for. 820 00:57:59,548 --> 00:58:01,550 Running from it. 821 00:58:02,219 --> 00:58:04,179 Claire:[distant] Owen, stay in the car! 822 00:58:12,728 --> 00:58:16,565 [Sound of car pulling up.] 823 00:59:03,362 --> 00:59:11,362 Wait. Not upstairs. 824 00:59:13,414 --> 00:59:21,414 Wait. Not upstairs. 825 00:59:33,434 --> 00:59:41,434 Wait. Not upstairs. 826 00:59:53,454 --> 01:00:01,454 Wait. Not upstairs. 827 01:00:13,474 --> 01:00:21,474 Wait. Not upstairs. 828 01:00:33,494 --> 01:00:41,494 Wait. Not upstairs. 829 01:00:53,514 --> 01:01:01,514 Wait. Not upstairs. 830 01:01:13,534 --> 01:01:21,534 Wait. Not upstairs. 831 01:01:29,341 --> 01:01:30,719 I got an idea. 832 01:01:30,760 --> 01:01:34,639 Do you guys want me to read you a story? 833 01:01:34,681 --> 01:01:36,716 No. 834 01:01:36,766 --> 01:01:40,519 Um. What about a game? You guys wanna play a game? 835 01:01:40,561 --> 01:01:43,023 When is Mommy coming back? 836 01:01:43,064 --> 01:01:44,941 She'll be back soon, honey. 837 01:01:44,983 --> 01:01:46,860 I promise. 838 01:01:46,902 --> 01:01:49,571 I got an idea! 839 01:01:53,783 --> 01:01:55,660 What about a picture? 840 01:01:55,702 --> 01:01:59,623 You guys wanna draw a picture? 841 01:01:59,831 --> 01:02:02,792 Yeah? 842 01:05:45,724 --> 01:05:46,641 Hey Dad. 843 01:06:27,724 --> 01:06:29,392 Do you remember Cassie? 844 01:06:48,911 --> 01:06:50,371 Roger: [On tape] So kids. 845 01:06:50,413 --> 01:06:53,666 What do you wanna be when you grow up? 846 01:06:53,708 --> 01:06:57,504 Alex:[as a child] I wanna be rich. 847 01:06:57,878 --> 01:07:00,373 Roger: So what do you wanna be? How about you, Owen? 848 01:07:00,423 --> 01:07:01,840 Owen: I wanna be a hero. 849 01:07:01,882 --> 01:07:05,177 Yeah? What kind of hero? 850 01:07:05,219 --> 01:07:10,683 Uh, someone that saves people. 851 01:07:10,725 --> 01:07:13,811 I'll let you think it's that simple for now, kiddo. 852 01:07:13,852 --> 01:07:16,439 But you promise me one thing. 853 01:07:16,481 --> 01:07:20,527 Promise me you'll take me on an Alaskan cruise on my fiftieth birthday. 854 01:07:20,568 --> 01:07:23,613 We'll get away from everywhere. 855 01:07:31,829 --> 01:07:33,406 Mommy! 856 01:07:33,456 --> 01:07:38,043 Oh! I missed you! What are you guys doing up, huh? 857 01:07:38,085 --> 01:07:39,420 They were waiting up for you. 858 01:07:39,462 --> 01:07:40,087 Hi. 859 01:07:40,128 --> 01:07:40,796 Hey. 860 01:07:42,549 --> 01:07:43,508 Is Uncle Owen here? 861 01:07:43,550 --> 01:07:44,300 No sweetheart. 862 01:07:44,342 --> 01:07:45,968 Did he say when he's coming back? 863 01:07:46,009 --> 01:07:46,636 No. He didn't. 864 01:07:46,678 --> 01:07:47,928 How's he doing? 865 01:07:47,970 --> 01:07:51,391 He's good. He's getting a lot of work done. How are you guys? 866 01:07:51,432 --> 01:07:52,392 Good. 867 01:07:52,433 --> 01:07:54,394 We're good. Here's I'll take that for you. 868 01:07:54,435 --> 01:07:56,979 You know what? I have a wash to do, so- 869 01:07:57,020 --> 01:08:00,148 Let's get you guys tucked in, huh? 870 01:08:00,190 --> 01:08:02,818 Can we go visit Uncle Owen next time, Mommy? 871 01:08:02,860 --> 01:08:06,272 We will see, sweetheart. 872 01:08:06,322 --> 01:08:07,781 Alright. 873 01:08:13,580 --> 01:08:16,541 You think Owen's ready to leave? 874 01:08:16,583 --> 01:08:17,916 Leave the cottage? 875 01:08:17,958 --> 01:08:20,711 No. I mean, like, leave. 876 01:08:20,752 --> 01:08:22,672 For good. 877 01:08:22,713 --> 01:08:27,635 The next step for him is to start over on his own. 878 01:08:27,676 --> 01:08:30,721 He's stressed. 879 01:08:30,762 --> 01:08:32,557 I thought you said he was doing well. 880 01:08:32,599 --> 01:08:37,686 He is. But maybe you should just let hime finish his book. 881 01:08:38,187 --> 01:08:40,481 I think he'd finish it faster on his own. 882 01:08:40,523 --> 01:08:41,982 Without us distracting him. 883 01:08:42,024 --> 01:08:45,694 You're the one who said that he needed structure and people in his life. 884 01:08:45,736 --> 01:08:48,406 Yeah, we need to get back to being a family. 885 01:08:48,448 --> 01:08:51,200 Wow. One weekend with the kids. 886 01:08:51,242 --> 01:08:53,035 What the hell is that supposed to mean? 887 01:08:53,076 --> 01:08:55,538 It means the only reason you're paying attention to the girls- 888 01:08:55,580 --> 01:08:58,081 -is because you're jealous of Owen. 889 01:08:59,375 --> 01:09:00,376 That is not true. 890 01:09:00,418 --> 01:09:03,588 The girls are happier with him around, Alex. 891 01:09:03,630 --> 01:09:07,592 And you know it. 892 01:09:32,991 --> 01:09:35,119 You should have stayed in the car. 893 01:10:52,654 --> 01:10:53,780 I'm going up close. 894 01:11:44,165 --> 01:11:45,374 What are you doing here? 895 01:11:46,541 --> 01:11:48,877 I wanna go see Dad. 896 01:12:07,396 --> 01:12:08,814 Guess what? 897 01:12:08,855 --> 01:12:11,359 Alex is here to see you. 898 01:12:11,400 --> 01:12:12,818 With Hannah. 899 01:12:16,613 --> 01:12:18,366 Say something. 900 01:12:52,024 --> 01:12:53,192 Hi Dad. 901 01:12:54,986 --> 01:12:56,444 It's been a long time, hey? 902 01:13:04,954 --> 01:13:08,790 I'm a doctor now. Just like I always said I would be. 903 01:13:08,832 --> 01:13:12,711 I have a beautiful wife. Two beautiful daughters. 904 01:13:12,752 --> 01:13:15,965 Big house. 905 01:13:28,019 --> 01:13:30,980 You know what? This is useless. 906 01:13:31,022 --> 01:13:32,315 I think he knows we're here. 907 01:13:32,356 --> 01:13:34,317 No he doesn't know we're here. Let's just go. 908 01:13:34,358 --> 01:13:36,568 Owen: Why'd you come here in the fist place, Alex? 909 01:13:36,610 --> 01:13:37,769 Because you wanted me to. 910 01:13:37,819 --> 01:13:38,737 You brought us here. 911 01:13:38,778 --> 01:13:39,939 It was a mistake. 912 01:13:39,989 --> 01:13:43,450 Maybe this whole thing was a mistake. 913 01:13:43,491 --> 01:13:45,660 Maybe you shoulda just gone to stay in Dad's cabin. 914 01:13:45,702 --> 01:13:47,113 It's too little too late. 915 01:13:47,163 --> 01:13:48,705 -And who's fault is that? 916 01:13:48,747 --> 01:13:50,958 -Who's fault? 917 01:13:51,000 --> 01:13:51,292 Fault? 918 01:13:51,334 --> 01:13:51,833 Fault? 919 01:13:51,876 --> 01:13:52,459 Alex. 920 01:13:52,500 --> 01:13:54,287 I read your assignment. 921 01:13:54,337 --> 01:13:55,837 I found it in the garbage- 922 01:13:55,880 --> 01:13:57,464 that day I came to visit you. 923 01:13:57,505 --> 01:13:58,757 And? 924 01:13:58,798 --> 01:14:00,792 Mom told you to stay in the car. Why didn't you listen to her? 925 01:14:00,843 --> 01:14:03,762 You were not there, Alex. You have no idea what I saw. 926 01:14:03,803 --> 01:14:06,473 If you had stayed in the car, she'd still be alive! 927 01:15:51,746 --> 01:15:55,074 Girls! Breakfast! The bus leaves in fifteen minutes! 928 01:15:55,124 --> 01:15:57,209 Since when do the girls take the bus? 929 01:15:57,250 --> 01:15:58,911 I'm the bus, Alex. It's a game. 930 01:15:58,961 --> 01:16:02,380 Listen, Lillian's gonna pick them up from school this afternoon. 931 01:16:02,422 --> 01:16:05,250 Me and the girls from university are having a little reunion. 932 01:16:05,300 --> 01:16:06,177 Huh? 933 01:16:06,217 --> 01:16:07,762 I told you about it, like, a week ago. 934 01:16:07,803 --> 01:16:10,806 Oh. Well, when will you be back? 935 01:16:10,848 --> 01:16:12,223 You're working all weekend, right? 936 01:16:12,265 --> 01:16:13,926 So what does it matter? 937 01:16:13,976 --> 01:16:15,895 Girls! 938 01:16:18,438 --> 01:16:20,816 Hannah: I feel reborn. 939 01:16:20,858 --> 01:16:26,613 Rebirth is surely a bigger deal than love. 940 01:16:28,323 --> 01:16:33,913 Falling in love is so easy. So natural, so romantic. 941 01:16:33,954 --> 01:16:38,167 Falling out of love is so painful. 942 01:16:38,208 --> 01:16:44,464 So hard, so sharp that it cuts into you with every breath. 943 01:16:44,506 --> 01:16:47,927 I felt trapped in my life before now. 944 01:16:47,968 --> 01:16:51,806 Fenced in by it. Caged. 945 01:16:51,847 --> 01:16:56,559 Denying myself something the world is offering. 946 01:16:56,601 --> 01:17:00,230 And I won't stop until I take it. 947 01:17:08,530 --> 01:17:14,995 I'd love to be free again. Just for a day. 948 01:17:15,037 --> 01:17:18,456 An hour. A moment. 949 01:17:38,727 --> 01:17:41,312 [Thunder.] 950 01:17:44,607 --> 01:17:46,359 What's wrong? 951 01:17:48,528 --> 01:17:49,571 I'm a mother. 952 01:17:52,323 --> 01:17:54,910 I can't be this kind of person. 953 01:17:57,913 --> 01:17:59,247 I can't. 954 01:18:06,088 --> 01:18:08,966 You and Alex need to make peace. 955 01:18:09,884 --> 01:18:10,876 You do. 956 01:18:10,926 --> 01:18:13,470 I'm not gonna go back there. 957 01:18:13,511 --> 01:18:16,556 You can't stay here forever. 958 01:18:16,599 --> 01:18:19,885 Just give us another night. Come on. 959 01:18:19,935 --> 01:18:23,271 You know I love you, right. You know I love you with all my heart. 960 01:18:23,313 --> 01:18:24,189 Don't say that. 961 01:18:24,230 --> 01:18:26,025 Can Alex say that? Do you believe that? 962 01:18:32,322 --> 01:18:33,531 I'm asking you a question. 963 01:18:35,533 --> 01:18:37,494 What do you think is going to happen here? 964 01:18:37,535 --> 01:18:42,415 You think we're gonna get married? 965 01:18:42,457 --> 01:18:47,963 You think I'm gonna divorce your brother and marry you? 966 01:18:48,005 --> 01:18:51,634 You think we'll have kids of our own? 967 01:18:53,010 --> 01:18:55,721 Grow up, Owen. 968 01:18:55,763 --> 01:18:57,472 Fuck you. Fuck you! 969 01:18:57,890 --> 01:19:01,309 Grow up. 970 01:19:01,727 --> 01:19:04,897 Okay. Let's grow up. 971 01:19:04,939 --> 01:19:06,932 Put on your clothes. 972 01:19:06,982 --> 01:19:10,235 Put on your clothes! Put on your big grown up clothes, right now. 973 01:19:10,276 --> 01:19:15,774 We'll get in the car. And we'll go back to the fuckin' grown up world! 974 01:19:15,824 --> 01:19:18,443 Come on! 975 01:19:18,493 --> 01:19:20,111 Get dressed. Get fuckin' dressed! 976 01:19:20,161 --> 01:19:25,450 Put on your grown up clothes! Come on! We're gonna go back to the grown up city! 977 01:19:25,500 --> 01:19:28,419 Come on. That's what you want. Let's go. 978 01:19:40,683 --> 01:19:42,768 Hannah: What's left to say? 979 01:19:42,810 --> 01:19:46,062 I married too young. 980 01:19:46,104 --> 01:19:52,026 No more first kisses. No more butterflies. 981 01:19:52,068 --> 01:19:55,981 Owen, you were a moment of weakness. 982 01:19:56,030 --> 01:20:01,654 You made me feel unique. Desirable. Beautiful. Worthwhile. 983 01:20:01,704 --> 01:20:09,503 I thought I could escape the emptiness. 984 01:20:09,545 --> 01:20:12,548 I was wrong. 985 01:20:45,581 --> 01:20:51,252 Oh no. Hannah! Hannah! 986 01:20:53,672 --> 01:20:55,758 Hannah! Oh my God! Hannah! 987 01:20:55,799 --> 01:21:00,053 Jesus Christ! Jesus Christ! Jesus Christ? 988 01:21:00,094 --> 01:21:01,054 [Gasping] 989 01:21:08,479 --> 01:21:10,355 What happened? 990 01:21:10,938 --> 01:21:12,608 There was an accident. Where's your phone? 991 01:21:12,650 --> 01:21:13,901 Where's your phone, sweetheart? 992 01:21:13,941 --> 01:21:14,610 Owen? 993 01:21:14,652 --> 01:21:16,194 Where's your phone? 994 01:21:26,789 --> 01:21:31,167 Help! Help! Help! Stop! 995 01:21:38,299 --> 01:21:41,595 Nurse: Male. Conscious. Tibia fracture. 996 01:21:42,303 --> 01:21:43,888 Owen. What happened? 997 01:21:43,930 --> 01:21:46,265 She came to end it. 998 01:21:46,642 --> 01:21:47,434 Who? 999 01:21:48,560 --> 01:21:49,770 It was a mistake. 1000 01:21:49,812 --> 01:21:51,979 Nurse: The woman next door is critical. Same crash. 1001 01:21:54,315 --> 01:21:55,942 It's my fault. 1002 01:21:55,983 --> 01:21:57,101 Don't blame her. 1003 01:21:57,151 --> 01:21:58,991 Nurse: Now, doctor! We're calling a trauma code. 1004 01:21:59,862 --> 01:22:00,863 I'll be right back. 1005 01:22:02,449 --> 01:22:05,703 Don't blame her. Alex. 1006 01:22:07,328 --> 01:22:09,163 Hemorrhagic shock. 1007 01:22:09,707 --> 01:22:10,624 Page surgery. 1008 01:22:10,666 --> 01:22:11,617 Vitals dropping. 1009 01:22:11,667 --> 01:22:12,917 -Need two bags of saline. 1010 01:22:12,959 --> 01:22:13,836 -Lines are in. 1011 01:22:13,876 --> 01:22:14,628 -We need blood! 1012 01:22:15,920 --> 01:22:16,380 Hannah. Hannah. 1013 01:22:16,422 --> 01:22:18,339 Oh God. 1014 01:22:18,382 --> 01:22:20,551 Hannah. Hannah no. 1015 01:22:20,592 --> 01:22:24,346 [Crying] 1016 01:24:23,840 --> 01:24:25,551 What the fuck is he doing here? 1017 01:24:25,592 --> 01:24:26,191 Alex. 1018 01:24:37,229 --> 01:24:38,855 Lillian: Alex! Stop it! 1019 01:24:38,896 --> 01:24:39,814 Alex! 1020 01:24:40,232 --> 01:24:41,650 Lucia: Stop! 1021 01:24:41,692 --> 01:24:44,486 Girls! Girls! Lucia! 1022 01:25:59,018 --> 01:26:01,271 Were you in that box? 1023 01:26:01,729 --> 01:26:05,183 Sorry I left it out like that. 1024 01:26:05,233 --> 01:26:11,072 The hospital sent it over. I haven't had the heart to bring it over to Alex yet. 1025 01:26:15,826 --> 01:26:17,862 How is Alex? 1026 01:26:17,912 --> 01:26:22,959 As far as Alex is concerned, he doesn't have a brother anymore. 1027 01:26:26,505 --> 01:26:29,132 Wait. 1028 01:26:36,348 --> 01:26:39,892 Take this. And get outta here. 1029 01:26:39,934 --> 01:26:43,105 Start over. 1030 01:27:02,039 --> 01:27:04,418 Two more over here! 1031 01:27:04,459 --> 01:27:08,713 Come on, buddy, drink up. You're two behind me. 1032 01:27:41,829 --> 01:27:42,414 [Laughing] 1033 01:27:42,456 --> 01:27:44,166 What are you laughing at? 1034 01:27:44,207 --> 01:27:46,334 I'm laughing at you. 1035 01:28:28,293 --> 01:28:30,544 Hi. 1036 01:28:30,961 --> 01:28:31,754 Hi. 1037 01:28:31,796 --> 01:28:32,546 Emily. 1038 01:28:32,588 --> 01:28:35,175 Owen. 1039 01:28:35,217 --> 01:28:37,260 You live here, Owen? 1040 01:28:42,640 --> 01:28:44,392 Morning. 1041 01:28:53,193 --> 01:28:54,652 [Knock, knock] 1042 01:28:54,693 --> 01:28:57,530 Emily? 1043 01:28:59,698 --> 01:29:02,660 I'm coming in. 1044 01:31:38,233 --> 01:31:40,110 So what happened to you the other night? 1045 01:31:40,151 --> 01:31:40,819 You don't remember? 1046 01:31:40,860 --> 01:31:41,945 That's why I'm asking you. 1047 01:31:41,987 --> 01:31:43,737 You're cooped up in this cabin too long. 1048 01:31:43,780 --> 01:31:45,031 You're losing it. 1049 01:31:45,073 --> 01:31:47,283 I told you I was leaving. 1050 01:31:55,000 --> 01:31:56,292 So why did you come back? 1051 01:31:56,333 --> 01:31:57,459 You want me to leave? 1052 01:31:57,501 --> 01:31:59,370 No, I want you to answer the question. 1053 01:31:59,420 --> 01:32:00,587 Why did you come back? 1054 01:32:00,629 --> 01:32:03,590 To the island. I'm asking you about the island. 1055 01:32:03,632 --> 01:32:07,045 I came back to tie up some lose ends. 1056 01:32:07,095 --> 01:32:09,346 Like you. 1057 01:32:09,388 --> 01:32:11,933 Do you have family here? What? 1058 01:32:11,975 --> 01:32:14,476 I lost my family. 1059 01:32:14,518 --> 01:32:17,222 What happened? 1060 01:32:17,271 --> 01:32:21,818 My son was my family. He died. 1061 01:32:23,277 --> 01:32:24,821 How? 1062 01:32:26,031 --> 01:32:28,657 I was careless. 1063 01:32:31,077 --> 01:32:32,661 It was a car crash. 1064 01:33:31,387 --> 01:33:33,180 What are you doing? 1065 01:33:36,558 --> 01:33:38,895 Don't do that Emily. Put those down. 1066 01:33:38,937 --> 01:33:42,314 Emily. Put those down. 1067 01:33:44,483 --> 01:33:47,236 Emily! Emily! Put those down! 1068 01:34:05,839 --> 01:34:13,839 ♪♪♪♪ [Foreboding music] 1069 01:34:15,890 --> 01:34:23,890 ♪♪♪♪ [Foreboding music] 1070 01:35:38,932 --> 01:35:42,226 Roger: [on tape] So Alex, why do you love your brother? 1071 01:35:42,267 --> 01:35:44,596 Alex: Because we're always hanging out together. 1072 01:35:44,646 --> 01:35:47,982 And if one of us gets hurt, we can help each other. 1073 01:35:48,024 --> 01:35:50,777 Owen: Like when I fell off my bike. 1074 01:35:50,818 --> 01:35:54,279 Roger: Yeah. Like when you fell off your bike. 1075 01:35:54,321 --> 01:35:57,700 What about you, Owen? 1076 01:36:22,391 --> 01:36:23,016 Jesus. Jesus. 1077 01:36:23,851 --> 01:36:24,894 Lie down, sweetheart. You gotta rest. 1078 01:36:24,936 --> 01:36:28,063 Where is Emily? 1079 01:36:32,109 --> 01:36:34,487 What's wrong? Is she okay? 1080 01:36:37,740 --> 01:36:39,576 Is she okay? 1081 01:36:40,409 --> 01:36:44,037 Owen. There is no Emily. 1082 01:36:49,544 --> 01:36:51,496 What do you mean? 1083 01:36:51,546 --> 01:36:55,925 The doctors... Look, you're gonna stay here for a while. 1084 01:36:55,966 --> 01:37:00,387 'Til we get to the bottom of this, 'eh? 1085 01:37:05,225 --> 01:37:06,519 I'm sick, aren't I? 1086 01:37:09,062 --> 01:37:12,692 It's alright, sweetheart. 1087 01:37:12,734 --> 01:37:16,278 Your father had no help. But you do. 1088 01:37:16,320 --> 01:37:20,867 We're gonna take care of you. We'll take care of you. 1089 01:37:23,410 --> 01:37:26,748 It's okay. It's okay. 1090 01:37:29,542 --> 01:37:33,378 It's okay. 1091 01:37:52,397 --> 01:37:53,106 Go on. 1092 01:38:07,789 --> 01:38:09,624 Thanks. 1093 01:38:17,465 --> 01:38:19,717 Look who's here. 1094 01:38:58,880 --> 01:39:02,552 Go on, girls. Go on. 1095 01:39:04,762 --> 01:39:07,180 I missed you guys so much. 1096 01:39:09,057 --> 01:39:11,469 Hannah: Love might be beautiful. 1097 01:39:11,519 --> 01:39:16,399 But it's a vicious sort of beauty. 1098 01:39:16,857 --> 01:39:20,944 Vicious because it forces you to act. 1099 01:39:20,986 --> 01:39:25,031 Possesses you. 1100 01:39:25,533 --> 01:39:31,539 The perfect life and the perfect love are two different things. 1101 01:39:31,581 --> 01:39:35,626 What is the perfect love? 1102 01:39:35,668 --> 01:39:38,962 What is love?